I threw off the duvet, swung my legs out of bed, and stepped onto the cold hardwood floor.
âEvan?â I called out, my voice sounding far too thin and fragile against the roar of the rain outside.
No answer.
I crept out into the upstairs hallway. The house was dead quiet, save for the rhythmic dripping of a loose gutter outside. I walked down the narrow corridor toward the living room stairs.
The couch was empty.
The heavy plaid blanket I had folded neatly across the armrest earlier that evening was tossed carelessly onto the cushions, twisted intoÂ
a tight, tortured knot. But Evan wasnât there.
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I checked the kitchen. The linoleum was cold beneath my bare feet. The digital clock on the microwave glowed 1:12 AM. The house felt entirely too quiet, like a tomb holding its breath.
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As I turned to head back toward the stairs, a detail caught the corner of my eye that made my breath catch in my throat.
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A thin, razor-sharp line of yellow light was spilling out from underneath Emmaâs bedroom door.
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Emmaâs door was always kept shut at night, clicked firmly into its latch to block out the streetlamps outside. But right now, it was ajar by about two inches. And from within that narrow crack, absolute silence emanatedâno tossing, no turning, no murmuring about the man with the long fingers. Just a dead, suffocating stillness.
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I walked toward the door on silentÂ
feet, my toes curling against the floorboards. My hand hovered over the white-painted wood. Every fiber of my being screamed at me to turn around, to go back to bed, to pull the covers over my head and pretend I was deaf, dumb, and blind.
Instead, I pushed the door open just wide enough to peer inside.
The scene that met my eyes scrambled my brain for several seconds, refusing to resolve into a coherent image.
Evan was lying in Emmaâs narrow twin bed. He wasnât sitting on the edge, and he wasnât kneeling to comfort a crying child. He was stretched out completely flat beneath the pink-and-white polka-dot duvet, sharing the mattress with my seven-year-old daughter. One of his heavy, muscular arms was slung tightly, possessively over her small shoulders, pinning her against his chest as if she were a weighted blanket.
His face wasÂ
buried in the nape of her neck, his lips just millimeters from her skin, breathing in the scent of her hair with a rhythmic, ravenous intensity that looked less like paternal affection and more like an addiction.
Emma was completely rigid in his arms, her eyes wide open, staring straight ahead at the glow-in-the-dark stars on her ceiling. She wasnât crying. She wasnât fighting. She looked like a porcelain doll that had been packed away tightly in a box.
âEvan?â I whispered, the word tearing its way out of my throat like shards of broken glass.
He didnât jump. He didnât gasp in surprise.
With agonizing slowness, Evan turned his head away from Emmaâs neck and looked over his shoulder toward the door. His hazel eyes, usually so soft and warm, looked flat, glassy, and utterly devoid of human recognitionâlike the eyes of a deep-sea predatorÂ
hauled up into the blinding light of a deck.
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Then, his mouth curved into a slow, terrifyingly serene smile.
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âShe had another nightmare, Carrie,â he whispered back, his voice smooth as oil, completely devoid of guilt or panic. âShe was shaking so hard. I didnât mean to fall asleep. I was just keeping her safe.â
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He sounded completely harmless. He sounded like the good man I had invited into my home to heal our broken lives.
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And that was precisely what made a knot of pure, unadulterated terror form deep in the pit of my stomachâa knot that refused to loosen, no matter how hard I tried to swallow down the rising bile in my throat.
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Act IV: The Eye in the Ceiling
I didnât sleep for the rest of that night. I sat on the edge of my bed in the dark, staring atÂ
the wall while the rain beat a manic tattoo against the windowpane, listening to the faint, muffled creak of the floorboards upstairs as Evan eventually crept back into our bedroom around 4:00 AM, sliding in beside me and pretending to be fast asleep.
I didnât confront him. I didnât scream, and I didnât shake him awake. Something in my survival instinct had locked into place, warning me that if I tipped my hand too early, if Evan realized I was onto him, the mask would slip entirely and I wouldnât know what kind of monster was hiding beneath it.